While I stare at you.

Yesterday was pretty decent. I'm just not fond of my job right now. I mean, I love working there, but I have dreams. I never want to get complacent. It's really important that I keep in mind why I have that job and not allow myself to get stuck in a position where I'm unable to follow my dreams. With that said: I've officially started recording "No Sleep For The Gifted." However, I think I'm going to rerecord everything next week when I go buy a new mic. I've been looking at a few. I'll continue looking next Friday when I get my paycheck. I think it's going to suck, though. I've only worked five days in the past two weeks, due to my Grandmother's passing.

After my studio session last night, I spent the night in a deep thought. That can be annoying at times. I used to blog when I got in those moods, but over the past few years it became a lesser need to blog. I want to get back into that, though. However, I did talk about how I was feeling with someone. Not exactly, but to an extent. We talked about the stars and how small they make me feel. It's funny that I've always been told that I have my heads in the clouds. That's not true. My head is beyond that. I use the stars as a pillow. If there is a clear night, I'm probably looking upward and admiring how far they are and how small I actually am. It's a nice feeling, being that I am a giant amongst everyone in my life. I'm 6'8" if you don't know.

Have you ever been in a room and everyone notices you but who you want to notice you? I'm sure you have. We all have. It seems like my phone is the perfect example of that. Throughout the day, my phone receives a billion texts, phone calls, and other shit, but it's rarely who I actually want to talk to. Well, let's just say more than often, it's someone that I don't want to hear from, rather than the only person I would love to hear from. Maybe we're just spoiled. I have no idea where this is going anymore. I had a central thought when I started this paragraph. Now I'm completely lost in my own thought. That happens often. If you're reading this post on August 26th, 2011 the first song should be a "Crave You." Listen to it. That's what I mean.

I won't keep you any longer. Thanks for reading.